masked life.

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2006-10-29T13:54:00.000+08:00

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2006-07-22T19:39:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE. I'VE MOVED.
www.truelifefake.blogspot.com

maskedLIFE [16.07.2006]

2006-07-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

aww. today was fun. haha. just came back. went out to have lunch with amanda, jon, suxin, isaac and alvin(my debate coach). ate at pizza hut/centrepoint. omg. so full. wah. ate like three pizzas and some side orders. then was suppose to watch movie with suxin, jon and amanda (pirates of carribean?) at 2.00 pm but too bad, they only had FRONT seats. and at the end of the movie, i guess i'll have a terrible neckache. haha.

so freaking angry by some people. i took great pains/efforts to do that thing and when i gave it to them, they just simply shouted at my face, "IT SUCKS." omg. i can't believe he/she actually did that. i hate HER. i think i'll hate HER forever.

anyway, to continue. then went with jon, amanda and suxin to sengkang. jon bought salmon fish for his artwork. and then he left for piano lessons. me, suxin, amanda went to popular. and WHOOPS. we found out some major secrets that TRAUMATIZED suxin. Shhh. i shall not say the secret out!! then went to li-brary to talk/chit-chat with suxin and amanda. then came home. what a tiring day. omg. mayor's debate prelim round this saturday. i think i doubling up as TWO speakers. + reply speech.!! it will be like omg. 8*2 + 4*2 = 24 minutes worth of SPEECHEs. haha. well. well. well. got to go. so i gonna go! cya.

SGEM workshop!!

2006-07-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

here to b!og. well. just came back. so tired. must be wondering why right. haha. me and amanda foo had this SpeakGoodEnglishMovement workshop at National Library by Hossan Leong. hmm. i would grade the workshop as 9.5/10. great workshop. it is supposedly a DRAMA workshop. but it is really fun. majority of the workshops' time was occupied by this drama play. the plot is simple but message conveyed is a deep one. =) i played bobby and amanda was fairy god-makchik. haha. well. after we ended, then we went to bugis junction to walk. went to the wallet shop and saw most wallets at 29.90. saw this pencil box at 9.90. nice lol. but couldn't decide to buy or not. well. i ate mos burger. i ate teriyaki chicken and amanda ate ... hot chilli hotdog bun. she was like, "the sausage/hot dog is so juicy and nice that when i bite it, the juice spilled on my hand" lols. i was like -.-'''. then we went to bugis street and walk. oh man. bugis street is like a freaking maze. me and amanda were like chatting and walking round. and we just can't get out. well. today was very fun. at least it was like a one-day tour around bugis. hehe. i believe amanda enjoyed it. SOH. haha. amanda would understand the word. =) ok. i got to go. cya peeps. OH. btw, this is my 100th post. hehe.

maskedLIFE [12.07.06]

2006-07-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

ok. let me b!og before i go to sleep =) i am now b!ogging using a laptop. yeaps. laptop borrowed from school for the mayor's series. hmm. that's a benefit for being a laptop. had a fun interview yesterday. for sec1's and sec3's. found some really potential speakers amongst them. well done! woo hoo. me and amanda will be released earlier because we are going to nlb at 2'o clock for this speak good english workshop with hossan leong. =) aww. bowen didn't get in for the it's showtime thing. but never mind. GOOD TRY! its 11.06 now. sleepy. *yawns* hope i'll have a great great day tomorrow. =))

dramaFAREWELL 2006

2006-07-08T16:07:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today's farewell was absolutely AWESOME. haha. of course, the sec3's planned it. i mean everything went quite well. except for the morning. the auntie which supposedly needed to help us open the gate was LATE. so we were quite messed up. and then started the programme later. (if not we would have more time for MUSHI - MUSHI). cried? not really. but did dropped few drops of tears. haha. after all. they are the CLOSEST BATCH to us. the weeks of hard work have been PAID OFF. great job all juniors!! poor afifah was the last group to arrive so i was the punishment master. the punishment goes something like this; there are 9 cards. on each card, there is 1 food item and 1 question related to the senior) the juniors have to answer. if they get it correct, the food item would be placed in the seniors' bowl. if they answer it wrongly. the food item would be placed it in the junior's bowl. in the end, afifah (with yee wen and nicholas) had a bowl of twisters + popcorn + coke lime + wasabi + mayonnaise and more coke. disgusting right. but too bad. it is a PUNISHMENT. =) then after that, went to kovan (pronounced as ko-wen; haha) to take neos with suxin, ziwei, chang sheng, pearlyn, fiona and the other sec2s. we were like dying of HUNGER but chang sheng had to go back so we decided to take neo then eat. IDIOT. out of the 6 neoprints. only 1 got my face. but never mind. most importantly is the MEMORIES. noticed that i changed song already. haha. i find it rather boring to hear the same song. so change it. =)

farewell is something that allow us to sum everything up as a whole but having them as a senior will never stop and forever and ever, they will be the DEAREST BATCH OF SENIORS I HAVE. so rawk on people. =) i will remember o8o7o6 forever and ever. (p.s - it is a nice date anyway. so significant) =)

maskedLIFE [04.07.06]

2006-07-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

now i just realised it is already july. 5 more months to end the year. for me. it means the end of the SECONDARY THREE LIFE. it means the start of a STRESSFUL LIFE. i looking foward to the day i turn 15. then i can get my NRIC. hmm.. pretty cool.

today was freaking tiring. released at 1.30 pm but needa to go for drama. stayed till 5+, six. hais. so tiring. =X. but wad could we simply do? drama farewell is this saturday. i have no choice but to WORK HARD for it. this is the 1st farewell, we the sec3s are planning (also the last one) and also for me, i am rather sad to bid the sec 4 seniors goodbye. they were the one who made drama seem so fun for us. they were the one who taught me loads of things. they were the one which are the closest BATCH to me. but i do look foward to saturday.

"trapped in a trap that trapped me....."

maskedLIFE [02.07.06]

2006-07-03T01:29:00.000+08:00

i think there is no point dragging down this matter as it will cause more misunderstandings.

firstly, jonathan. * is not you. i know that the "person who labelled you as *' that you said at your blog is me. but i just like to clarify the fact once more that * is not you.

luckily tomorrow is SCHOOL HOLIDAY. then today then can stay up till so late. so what do i do? play maple and watch teevee. that's my pastime. hais. after all, tuesday still need to go back. sianz. hais. busy with drama farewell. it's on the upcoming saturday - o8o7o6. =) after this, i will be busy with DEBATE. mayor's debate coming on. =X i think all this will end at about AUGUST. then there is the time when i can get a good rest before the end of year exams are here. end of year are in september to october. so when my debate ends. it will be a jolly good one month to revise everything before i sit for my eoys. i mean time is passing so fast that you can't keep track of it. hehe.

i just have to buck up in this term. currently, the teachers are going through the exam papers (mid year) and they did not really go through much things so still can understand. that time when mr farid was like teaching physics, i was like QUESTION MARK all the way. he so chim then when we never answer, he at there SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD. what if he met 4e1 2006. the legendary quietest e1 class ever. haha.

all my weekends are LIKE PACKED. this saturday 080706 will be DRAMAfarewell. next will be free (but maybe going out to lunch with my fellow debate team), following 220706 will be the first prelim's rounds. and then the next two weeks (if we win) will be the semis and the grands respectively. so i think the whole debate thing will only end at august. =X

my sec3 life is gonna be over. very soon. i hate sec4 life. that kind of pressurizing stress is sickening and freaky. plus i am e1. 10 subject to cope. omg. i can't even cope now with a few subjects, let alone more chapters to come. hais. life is always so freaking packed.

"just let * be erased from my memory..."

syf opening ceremony

2006-07-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

today went to the syf opening ceremony. was quite boring at first but when the bands came to compete, the STRESS is on. haha. there were basically two awards. 1. band of the year 2. best drum major. in 2004 (when i was in sec1), they didn't win anything. not even the best drum major. this year was likewise. both were clinched by 2 other schools despite the fact that there were only 3 schools competiting. the chances of getting each award for each school is 33.3333%. it is like 1/3 and in the end. they didn't even get anything. best drum major is from deyi secondary school and the best display band of the year is obviously tanjong katong secondary school. but bowen did well too. i mean in which competition, everyone does their VERY best. especially such crucial/significant competition for BOWEN BAND. i had a bad premonition before the competition that Bowen might not be the final winner.

i could only say BOWEN BAND was great. to me, they are melodious and sweet. but perhaps their weakness point are that 1. NO formation 2. NO special props/things. yaps. that is what i think because BOTH tanjong katong & deyi have FORMATION and tanjong katong had this wierd prop. BUT bowen has none. perhaps they thought they could win with their band music piece but for me, i think this is absolutely NOT enough to earn extra points from the adjudicators. well. well. the competition is OVER. bowen band knew they did well and they really did well since they were the TOP 3 schools that were chosen. that is really a GREAT achievement already. so GO GO BOWEN BAND. work hard in 2008. =)

this year's syf theme is REACHING BEYOND. i prefer last year's theme - Myriad of Colours. more pleasant. more colourful =) i don't know what's next year's. haha. i am eager to join next year's SYF. but i am not sure if i will be chosen or not. HAIS.

it is now 12.34 am on 2nd july. getting rather sleepy. haha. =)

maskedLIFE [30.6.2006]

2006-06-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

today is another tiring day again. hais. came back at 7 pm today despite the fact that we are released at 12.30 today. hais. after immediate release from school. went to see ms loh. untill bout 1 plus. went to eat laksa at school (yummy!!) and went to drama. then practice practice untill bout 7 then go home. although tiring but actually quite fun.

i guess drama is my passion forever. although i love debate alot. DRAMA will always be my first choice. i am not like bias or what. or like don't like debate. but DRAMA - this CCA has been following me from primary 3 onwards to primary 6 in xinmin primary then come to bowen sec. sec 1 - 3 for now. but definetly, i will be in drama untill sec4 (graduation). DRAMA is my passion. DRAMA is my everything. so. i am working very very hard for the DRAMA FAREWELL. hoping to organise the best of everything out so the sec4's can have a memorable drama farewell o6, organised by we, the sec3s. DEBATE is good too. it improves my english language and public speaking and argumentative skills. BUT i somehow thinks that drama is LINKED to debate. both encourages the good speaking/use of english language. both improves my public speaking skills. both is fun. perhaps. it is the SENTIMENTAL VALUE i have for drama and that's why DRAMA is my first choice. =)

wow. looks like an essay titled "My First Choice" . haha. ok talking bout *. once again, i am very pissed off by * today. just very disappointed. i shall not harp. =X. i seriously, seriously think my hatred for * is increasing day by day when i look at *. i have never ever HATE someone like this before. to * > maybe you are the first one who make me hate you so much. =X.

well. i shall not allow * to dampen my good mood. hahas. okays. =X got to go. so cya readers. !! =)

"GO BOWEN BAND. GO FOR THE BAND OF THE YEAR AWARD"

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2006-06-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

i seriously don't know what had happened to me. i am getting too tired these days. i seriously think that the "FATIGUE" disease that happened to me during the Julia Gabriels' time. is like getting freaking sleepy at night, like now 8 + pm. stupid. but never mind. MONDAY is a holiday. WOO HOO!

o8o7o6. dramaFAREWELL date. so significant and easy to memorise!! so seniors, better be appreciative that we chose such a SIGNIFICANT date. haha. joking.

today see MDM PADMA for like 5 periods = 2 1/2 hours. =X. then the eugene sng keep on at there play a fool. THROW THE paper down the stairs and liquid away the instructions. CRAP. haha. but it was great entertainement; though. HAHA.

saturday still need go NATIONAL STADIUM to support BOWEN BAND. go. go. go. BOWEN. i have confidence in them winning the BAND OF THE YEAR. i tell you if they get the BAND OF THE YEAR award. the whole BOWEN sure go crazy. haha.

i have been realising something. my hatred for that person is increasing everytime i see * (let me represent that person as asterisk because i don't want reveal that person's identity like him/her). i just simply hate *. i mean * just don't face reality. ok. i just zip up and STOP talking bout * because the more i talk bout *, the more fuming I get. WATEVER.

in my previous post, if you get a little bit more OBSERVANT. i said 2 weeks already. but i realised it was only 1 week (1 week haven't even pass =x). time seems passing slowly.

oh ya, the issue bout' the person who got KNOCKED DOWN by the car near my school. i sympathise the kid's parents. they are the one who is getting the mental torture. i know how painful it is when your relatives/closed ones are in hospital, lying on that bed. when you see them lying on it, with tubes poking through here and there and a bit of REFLECTION can seriously make you cry. but i think the kid will be okay because i don' t think it was a SERIOUS accident. but we cannot blame the driver just because the victim is a kid. because sometimes, the kid is in the wrong. the one who dashes across without even looking for any cars nearby. so he is counted as JAY WALKING which is illegal.

ok. ok. i noe i am rather NAGGY. haha. but just trying to vent out my feelings.

"Hatred for * is increasing every day. Don't make me GIVE UP ON YOU."

a journey...

2006-06-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

as quoted from my physics teacher ;
"whatever we are going through now is a JOURNEY"

our whole life is a journey. there are various challenges at various times. there are 2 or 3 major CHALLENGE that we ought to accept. PSLE, O-Levels, A-Levels. one major challenge has already been ACCEPTED and COMPLETED. and the next destination is O - Levels.

new term. new challenges. now, ca1 and sa1 has passed. but the next thing is ca2 and sa2. ca2 at the sixth week (i think so) and sa2 is after term 3 (approximately 10 weeks) and 3 - 4 more weeks. now is already WEEK 2. time flies. seriously it does LOL. drama farewell on 8th July 2006. hey.. the date is COOL lols. 08/07/06. nice date right. SO SIGNIFICANT. haha.

*yawns* i am so SLEEPY. yawn*... yawn*.. yawn*

maskedLIFE [25.06.06]

2006-06-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the day. hais.

when school reopens, i have lots of things to settle.
*drama farewell`06
*mayor's debate `o6
*debate series in bowen `o6
*studies...

it might seem to the readers.. only 4 things?? but in depth... it is HELL lots of things. but i enjoy everything.. the process. the planning. the executing of the events.. the only thing i don't like is OBVIOUSLY the last one ... - studies. i mean who likes studying. that person must be a freak. well.

last day of june holidays means lots of things.
end of sleeping at 1 am - 2 am because of playing computer
end of sleeping to 10 am - 11 am..
end of stress-free life
end of many other things...

i really miss june hols. it is a total CONTRADICT because in the first place, i said 1 month was too long. now, i think it is too SHORT!!! (i shld have agreed with ellis last time. make hols 3 months. HAHA. but i think that's ridiculous lah.) HAHA.
well. gotta end here. ended at 10.59 pm . LOLS.

70th POST ANNIVERSARY!!!

2006-06-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha. this is my 70th post. *kewl*. as i have' said in my earlier post, this blog watch me walk thru' the Julia Gabriels' days; the 8pm nights. the nervous feelings. the happy endings. and of course, the dedicated post. so this blog is very SIGNIFICANT!! well. 70 posts through... 2 - 3 months. GREAT!~.. let me talk about my homework. haha.

Original homework given
- 4 Comprehension w/ 4 Summary
- 1 Composition
- E Maths Questions
- 50 Add Maths Questions
- 2 Chinese Books

Now LEFT
- 1 Comprehension w/ 4 Summary
- 1 Composition
- Some E Maths Questions
- 30 Add Maths Questions
- 1 1/2 Chinese Books (:D)

Haha. I manage to chiong 2 comprehension & 20 add maths questions just now =). Oh. Forgot to say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY>ELLIS. You are old. Don't deny. Haha.

BOWEN GUIDES CAMPFIRE!!

2006-06-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

ok. actually wanted to post about the BOWEN GUIDES Campfire yesterday but was too tired!! =) well. there were many CCAs which went lol... like NPCC, NCC, BB, Drama, and other schools like Sengkang, Hougang, Mayflower, Compassvale... I guess the campfire would be more "HOT" if we were at the parade square feeling the direct heat from the source, the campfire. But too bad, it rained. But it was still a lovely event lol. Drama sure liven up the spirit. Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for Drama... haha.. OF COURSE, not forgetting, Girl Guides who have organised such event LOL. there were several awards given out.. LET ME SEE IF I CAN REMEMBER :

Masterpiece Award : Drama
(p.s. Sophia was the "REPRESENTATIVE". and we DREW her face =X)

Supporting Group Award : Hougang Guides
(I totally agreed with the panel of judges. They were so freaking sporty. Three cheers for them.)

Best Performance Award : Drama

Discovery Award : Hougang Guides
(It is a game whereby you have to find like 10 types of items.. but too bad, Drama didn't participate)

i think there are other awards.. but forget already..

HOLIDAYS are ending LOL. so stupid. left today (sat) and tomorrow. HAIS. stressed LIFE back again. i think i cho-ing homework maybe today. HAIS. but when school reopens, there is DEBATE again. WOO HOO!!! i missed DEBATE LOL. but DRAMA is still my FOREVER CHOICE!! and it OPENS MANY DOOR FOR US and there is A BRIGHT FUTURE IN DRAMA. hahas. okays. i gotta end here.

GOODBYE holidays. GOODBYE stress-free days.
HELLO (a forced one) school. HELLO stress days.

maskedLIFE [21.06.06]

2006-06-21T09:54:00.000+08:00

wednesday already. so freaking fast lol. 4 more days to STRESSED LIFE again. time pass so fast. i don't think i can blog so frequently when i go back to schooling days. extra lessons untill 3pm. then come back, my brother will be occupying the computer. hais. so blog all i want these days. when monday comes, i have to say BYE BYE to all these stuffs. HAIS. all my sighing are back again. =(

i havent' even do my homework . don't even know what will happen to me. i only merely skimmed through the bio text book for like 1/2 hour and i just put aside the bio book and then go to sleep. LOL. yesterday i was conferencing with jaclyn, eugene sng and kok chen. was telling them tha 14 more weeks to end of year exams. HAHA. and less than 1 year to MOTHER TONGUE O LEVEL. haha. don't think 14 weeks is long. it is really short. 4 weeks of stress free life passes so fast. 14 weeks is just peanut. haha. totally forgot about school stuff like what gradient lahs. what pancreas lah. what trigonometry la. later reopen school, when teacher there teaching, i will be like ??? question mark all the way.

since i have time, let me "so called" reply to the tags to my tagboard, starting from....

- hanxiang
; i will enjoy the remaining days. totally ENJOY it. haha. remain smiley always.

before going on to the next tag, i always tell myself or rather i live by this "LIFE MOTTO" that i must be jovial, happy, smiley no matter what because life is short. you can't really predict what will happen to you tomorrow or even in the next hour. so smile all the way. (don't smile untill people think you crazy lah). going on...

- scze we
; haha. we have been discussing that when we were at Mediacorp. same number of homeworks but scze we surely do finish all. she so guai. haha

- ellis
; good luck. haha. i am attending the campfire mahs. must make it a enjoyable and fun event. (as i have tagged in shuxian's blog) drama will be there to LIVEN up the atmosphere. HAHA. good luck once again.

so, let me end my post here by saying that "SMILE everyday is better then FROWNING everyday".

maskedLIFE [19.06.06]

2006-06-19T11:31:00.000+08:00

today is the last monday of the june holidays. how time flies. was groaning when it was the start and NOW, the end of the holidays. 3 main things that will occupy my time when school reopens. - drama - debate - studies

gotta work hard. failed 1 pathetic subject - Physics in mid year examination. freak. hais. and English. the deadly subject. once you fail, your level position DROP LIKE HELL. hais. pass English by like 1 - 2 mark. so like BORDERLINE lol. term 3 - 10 weeks only. term 4 - 3 weeks then exams. TIME FLIES. who knows. my 100th post might be talkin about my end of year results. these things are unexpected/unpredicted. they just happen so sudden, that you don't even have time to make mental preparation.

just talk about how i spent my HOLIDAYS.
- few days were occupied by debate. (Mayor's Debate Ranking Round)
- few days were occupied by the ITS SHOWTIME thing.
- most days were occupied by mapling. (haha)

hmmm.. just realised that i didn't really WENT OUT during the holidays. my went out is like for example going to watch movies, and stuff like that lahs. hais. and on the contrary, time still flies. =)

well. this friday is Bowen Girl Guides Campfire. and heard the news that they have invited Drama so we have to go =). Good luck Girl Guides, hope it will be a FUN and EXCITING event!!! =)

maskedLIFE [18.06.06]

2006-06-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

not trying to dampen everyone's holiday spirit but ... 1 more week to end the June holidays.

time flies. i mean it really does. 1 week more of entertainment. 1 week more of relaxation. 1 week more of sleeping to 10+ am. in my previous post, i said that 1 month is too long. but now, i think that it is too SHORT!! PROTEST. haha. well. school reopen means, STRESS again. debate;drama;studies. hais. i hate this. exams are gonna be here again. 14 weeks more (approx 3 - 4 months time). lols. haha. i must do well in term 3 and term 4. my results totally SUCKS for the last semester. haha.

hais. holiday homework is FLOODING. seriously FLOODING me. let me see what homework i still got.

- 4 summaries
- 3 sets of comprehension passages
- 2 chinese books to read
- 1 composition (english)
- add maths questions
- e maths questions

wow. so many sets of homeworks to be COMPLETED in a week's time. mission possible?? i guess NO. still mapling. HAHA. hais. other then this, still got DRAMA FAREWELL stuffs to plan. and Mayor's Debate coming on in July. HAIS. so many things. SO LATE ALREADY. haha. got to turn in early.

;its SHOWTIME 2

2006-06-17T14:04:00.000+08:00

woke up today at 12 pm. really tired out by yesterday at MediaCorp. but was fun. posted a post late at night yesterday... 12 am ++.

yesterday went to eat prata (supper) with Merilyn, Harvey, Kent, Jiaying and Sophia. sophia was very drained out lah... she very quiet. then i ate 1 onion egg and 1 plain. yummy!! =)

here are some pictures which i took at MediaCorp and cressa was my model. haha.

cressa "drowned" in a pool of pom-poms.
http://img155.imageshack.us/my.php?image=photo00194ns.jpg

its me.. holding this purple pom-pom for cheerleading..
http://img206.imageshack.us/my.php?image=photo00209vk.jpg

this singapore idol board. seems familiar. was it used for the auditions???
http://img91.imageshack.us/my.php?image=photo00215rp.jpg

cressa, once again drowned in her 'superstar' dreams.
http://img155.imageshack.us/my.php?image=photo00229es.jpg

it's showtime 's advertisment board
http://img91.imageshack.us/my.php?image=photo00230al.jpg

thats all... =) a great day indeed... =)

;its SHOWTIME!

2006-06-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

great day at MediaCorp. was shooting/recording the variety show that will be on air on 20th June 2006.

we recorded the fourth episode today. i was neither the host nor any judge. i was the part of the cheerleading team for Bowen Secondary.

great show!! =) anyways just to publicize for my school....

call 1900 112 2001 to vote for them...
also can sms s1 to 71199 =)

some general rules =)
`each sms/call is 60 cents.
`no prepaid card users. (sorry!)

(p.s, i think the hotline haven't open yet. so don't call now. the show will be aired on the 7th July, if i am not wrong. so call after 7th July. )

some benefits in going MediaCorp is
`get to see actors/actresses and talk to them..
(saw Kim, Bryan, Guo Liang, this lady (also actress, forget her name), Ben, and this guy.)

`cool and get to be on tv. groovy. =)

can't think of more now. hehe.

maskedLIFE [15.06.06]

2006-06-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

today went to school at 12 pm supposedly for some cheerleading rehersals for the competition organized by MediaCorp.

meet up with cressa at 11.45 pm. was late. oops, sorry.

went to school, wore wrong shoes. wear a one that was too SMALL. freak.

had blisters on my last smallest toe .. was an EYE - OPENING experience for me because didn't had blisters before.

went to school, did practically NOTHING. was there almost ROTTED.

came back at 4.10 pm with cressa because i had nothing to do there. =(

to SCZE WE;
don't need to apologize that you asked us to come and in the end, we did nothing. because it wasn't YOUR fault. you also had to come what. instead i should say that you are RESPONSIBLE enough to apologize and to tell us that you are sorry. better then someone ELSE.

just can say that go BOWEN, win something and bring FAME to our school. we will be there to support you guys. GO!!!

maskedLIFE [12.06.06]

2006-06-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

late at night... i am supposed to be at my bed, sleeping. and yet i am blogging away here. lols. drama farewell is on 8th July!! woo hoo. at least it need not be postponed!! =). actually thought can slack slack abit. hahas. but now can't. 2 more weeks to school reopen. checklist. - homework (not done) - drama farewell stuffs (done) - revision for subjects (nah. can't be bothered.) hais. okays. i mean at least my CCAs stuff is all prepared but what bout my studies?? i can't do this. as i've promised myself to work harder the next term. how can i be so slacky. hais. i cant' just made empty promises. well. well. term 3 is a short term. 10 weeks aint slow. they pass like a flash of light. one moment you are there enjoying your holiday. the next moment, you are mugging for exams. =( exams. the word i fear most. mid year has been too traumatising for me. i am scared of end of year. really scared. what can i do. just sit there and say scared, scared?? hais. well. it is all about fate i guess.

maskedLIFE [09.06.06]

2006-06-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

hais. i guess drama farewell have to be postponed. freak. the farewell that everybody is waiting for has to be postponed just because of some people who gives reasons like teachers are all away, no time... blah, blah blah. i mean what the. we have been meeting up to discuss bout' it and now, one single freaking word that you have said just spoil all our plans. freak. hais.

i don't know when the farewell will be postponed to. i just hope it is june/july because once it approaches august, then it might affect the sec4' o's revision time then have to postpone to like end of year. hais. i don't even know. all because of that person.!!

maskedLIFE [08.06.06]

2006-06-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

time flies, don't they. this is the 2nd week of the hols. today was round slacking playing maple and online-ing. great past time hobby =) hahas. went down to hougang point today then the kfc there suddenly so many people!!~ don't even know why. haha. drama farewell coming lerhs. a official farewell ceremony to say goobye to my drama seniors!!~ i will miss them LIKE freaking HELL lo. later i scared i cry at the farewell. haha. but they are the BEST batch of seniors i've ever had lo. great and FUN!!! =) haha.

this is my 50++ post. never expected that i will like post so much lol. but this blog records my entries from the Julia Gabriels to whatever could happen in future =) well. i seriously love this blogskin. so once again, thanks ADRIAN. =)

maskedLIFE [06.06.06]

2006-06-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

i promised him to specially dedicate this post to him. haha. i mean perhaps it is just fate. haha. because i met him at blogskins.com. i found that the blogskins he made were like damn nice la. then i skimmed thru' his profile and added him on msn. then i took up all courage to ask him to help me create a personal skin with my favourite CCAs - Drama & Debate.

He agreed. and then he went on to do the skin and now, tadang!! this skin. i am not sure of others who viewed my blog. but i feel that this skin here is freaking NICE!!!!

so, Adrian, thank you so much for taking the extra effort to create a NEW blogskin for me, although creating a blogskin ain't so easy. Haha. Thank You !!! =)

maskedLIFE [06.06.06]

2006-06-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!! we WON the ranking round and i was the BEST SPEAKER. cool. i have never imagined i could talk non - stop 8 minutes and whatsmore, i talked over time!! 8 mins 20 seconds. HAHA. reply speech was LOLS. the reply speaker from the other team spoke 58s (supposedly 4 minutes) and once again, i overshot. :) the POIs were not that scary because no one, and i mean NO ONE gave me/offered me a POI lol. (btw, POI = Point of Information). I thought i will screw up totally but I did my best!!! and i am indeed very happy.

then after that, we went to ang mo kio - mos burger eat breakfast/lunch. it was "fun" eating there. talking about lame stuffs. and CUP! i was the CUP of the DAY!! lols. great fun. hahas. shaalini was "meditating" while we kept her laughing and laughing and end up, she say she couldn't breathe!! hahas. while amanda was lost in her own world there. we kept giggling and laughing while she gave that "i don't know" face. hahas. it was great laughing at her innocent, angel-like face!!! :)

great time. great time. i just think DRAMA and DEBATE always make my DAY!! i have not make the wrong choice to go into such route!! :)

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2006-06-05T17:05:00.000+08:00

hais. now suppose to be at anderson jc doing some debate stuff. but now, i teleported and now i am at NTU!! (Nanyang Technological University). hahas. freak some people. we are suppose to recieve the motion for the ranking round 2 freaking weeks ago but now, so unfair. we recieved the motion today. and gosh, we have 1 day to prepare, 8 minutes of SUBSTANTIVE with POIs. gosh. hais. hais. hais. what a DAY!!!!

hahas. but i very high now. very cold and cool here, with air con. hahas. got to go and do my 8 minutes of substantive speech!!!! :)

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2006-06-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

i changed my blogskin again. didn't really like the blue blogskin. :) is this skin better then my original one? haha. well. just created a short post to say that my blogskin have been CHANGED. woohoo. enjoy the trip to my blog. leave a tag for me please. its new!! haha. :) thanks.

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2006-06-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

i have changed my blogskin!! prefer a more light coloured one. i think i have the same blogskin as my friend but never minds, when I have time, i try to change to another one.

3rd day of june. time flies :) yesterday was a month anniversary of something that happened last month. something sad. something heart - wrenching. although i didn't know him, when i knew the happenings, i got so touched and sad. sad because he left his friends alone in this world. sad because from what my friend told me, he was a very cheerful person. touched by the messages/tags left by his friends/relatives in his blog's tagboard. i mean the moment i "stepped" into his blog, and read his tag board. i feel like crying. i asked myself. why do i feel like crying when i don't EVEN KNOW HIM. perhaps. he has, what the chinese call, "ren yuan", people like him. not like some people where people detest him or what. everybody is so supportive.

well. i mean. life is just so fragile. just like bits and pieces of broken glasses :(

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2006-06-01T09:09:00.000+08:00

eh, 1st of june :) a brand new month coming ahead

time flies, it do and you have to believe in it. half a year has passed as me, being in the shoes of a secondary three student. and i can conclude that these days arent' good. in fact they sucks. a student studying 10 subjects and when exams comes, we have to take far more than 10 papers alone.

hais. i promised myself that i have to do well, i have to pass my thriple science. if not i have to say bye to my biology and that's definetly not the ending i want it to be.

well. life is like this. as the saying goes. life is all predestined. and i have an example to prove.
well, why are different people born in different ways? why do some people have to be borned in a way that they are handicapped? why do some people are borned into a family that is so violent and always quarrelling where the people yearns for peace while some people are luckier to be borned into a family that is comfortable, warm and nice to be in ?

well, if life isn't predestined then why different people are in different situations ? or did they make their choice when they were in hell (or heaven) ? i don't know.

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2006-05-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

"holidays are here!!" but "so what?"

from lots of blog that I have read, people joy over the coming of holidays.

if it was last year, I would feel so bored and get so upset because I cannot go to school and talk with my friends and blah, blah, blah.

but this year was absolutely different. i am so desperate for a holiday to come. I can't stand the stress from my CCAs and my academic studies. but one month is still rather long. I think 2 - 3 weeks will be alright.

hais. i am so sad. my drama seniors have stepped down and yesterday was our official last DRAMA session. they are the one who brought drama to its peak. they are the closest batch to me. they are the most fun and funky batch. they bring laughter to drama. i will miss them.

yesterday, i was very unhappy over some matters. well. i shall not talk about it. that freaking person who spoiled my mood. freak.

holidays are here. but they are packed with debate, drama, holiday homework and a few days of extra lessons + projects.

well. 4 weeks. they will pass very soon. hahs. will b!og within the holidays. :)

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2006-05-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

today was that fateful day. the day.
"BOWEN SECONDARY SCHOOL SECONDARY THREE - MEET THE PARENTS' SESSION"

although i was supposedly not get the report slip, i still manage to get it by some underhand means with a few of my friends.

there. the reality. it was printed in black and white. i got 32nd in class (out of 43) and 58th in level (out of a 190?). perhaps. i just guess my class did really well. even i had gotten a 32nd in class, i still managed to get a 58th in the level (in which in other class, perhaps such result would allow you to secure only a 100 + position). wow.

sad? nope. overall. i failed 1 subject and that was PHYSICS. that darn subject. but well. i had to work harder in term 3 and 4. serious. must concentrate already. 1st in our class was kenwick if i am not wrong.
hahas. scze we promised me a lunch if she got class position (1 - 29th). hahas. and you can guess that she did.

well. well. as the saying goes, ''don't ponder/worry over "spilt milk "
the spilt milk refers to the results. so i shall not ponder over it. seriously.

what i can say now only is just don't ponder, look foward and work harder next term.

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2006-05-23T15:23:00.000+08:00

i thought i had did it. i was so confident.

in the end. what happened ? i was so freaking upset when i got back that result.

now. i had flunk it all. i don't know how to face my parents.

all i could do now is to await the report book on thursday. all i could do now is pray hard.

exams just hurt me. exam just simply ****.

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2006-05-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

backstabber ; To attack (someone) unfairly, especially in an underhand, deceitful manner
In this case, i wasn't the backstabber but i was being backstabbed. (not in a violent way.. but a more unliteral way) After I got back my results, and through the chinese class. i realised he was the true backstabber. i was too distraught by him. i wanted to turn around and shout at him; i thought you said you didn't know how to do the questions in physics and yet you got so high. i am totally disappointed in him.
i mean. i didn't meant to say he is a backstabber just because he study harder. BUT, the fact is that after the exam, he said he didn't know how to do. I accepted. so? in the end. he got so high. at least if he was confident in the first place. I will not be so sad. This did not happen to this exam only. But other tests too..

Today was the fateful day. The day I got back my mid year exam results. The day .. the day..

Firstly, to summarise the grades i have gotten.
`distinctions (a1 & a2) - chinese (a1) add maths (a2)
`b3 and b4 - combined humanities (b3)
`c5 & c6 - english (c6) pure geography (c6) e - maths (c6)

failed grades
`d7 - physics (d7) chemistry (d7)

gosh. i failed both my sciences. biology haven't give out yet. i seriously don't know what to do if my biology also fail.

these are the marks..

`english
paper 1 - 40/60
paper 2 - 16/50
total - 56/110 ~ 50.9 %

`e maths
paper 1 - 33/50 (target was 35)
paper 2 - 20/50
total - 53/100

`add maths
paper - 37/50
total - 74/100

`physics
paper 1 - 12/30
paper 2/section b - 15/40
paper 2/section c - 10/20
total - 37/90 ~ 41 %

`chemistry
paper 1 - 13/20
paper 2 - 24.5/60
total - 37.5/80 ~ 47 %

`biology
unknown yet for the moment

`combined humanities (literature)
i was indeed very happy for my literature results. although it wasnt very good. i got 2nd in class for literature!! :)
poem 1 - 17/25
paper 2 - 17/25
total - 34/50

`combined humanities (social studies)
paper - 33/50

`combined humanities (social studies + literature)
social studies - 33/50
literature - 34/50
total - 67/100

`pure geography
paper 1 - 19.5/30
paper 2 - 30.8/70
total - 50.3

currently, these are the tentative results for my mid year. how? i used to be scoring a1s and a2s.
wad about now? 2 distinction only and 2 fail subjects. i don't know how i can cope.
i couldn't control my tears when i recieved my chemistry paper. but when the other papers come, i've decided to tell myself to be strong. well. i am waiting for thursday. the day that the sacred book will be handed over to my hand. i wonder when i flip through the book, will i cry ?

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2006-05-20T15:44:00.000+08:00

"in life, once an event has passed, we ought to sum it all up." and that is what we call a summary.

the mid year exam is over and here, let me sum it all up..
here are some overall comments for each and every paper...

`english
for english, i just hope i can pass. if my english fail, i don't know what to say to myself already.

`e math paper 1
was the hope of everyone. almost everyone thought that e math would be easy because of emath paper 1. but they didn't know the proverb in chinese that goes, "first sweet, then BITTER"

`e math paper 2
was extremely tough. wasn't that easy as compared to e math paper 1. might fail. hope paper 1 can pull me up.

`add maths
rather easy. e2 got back their results already. i guess it was a presentable result.
hmm.. think can score?

`chemistry
hng. this subject arhs. 75 % will fail. still got 25% chance to PASS borderline.
would never get a 50 and above/80. if i really get 50 and above, i can only say god is helping me lol.

`biology
rather easy. the difficulty is there but it is not one that will traumatise us with fear and whatsnot. although i didn't have time to write more for the last question on malnutrition, it was still ok. might score..

`physics
another killer subject. same as chemistry. 75% will fail. still got 25% chance to PASS. would never get like 50 and above/90. very difficult.

`combined humanities (social studies)
hmm.. not sure will pass anot. because the marker is Mrs Carmen Tan. she marks with extreme strictness. oh gosh. don't think will do well with her marking

`combined humanities (literature)
not that difficult. might pull up my combined humanities (hope so!) think might score.

`core geography
oh wad another killing subject. might score in mcq but will fail like don't know what in seq. gosh. the ratio is 7 (seq) : 3 (mcq).. take if i score 30 in seq and 20 in mcq. hey ! i passed :) lols.. that's is just a dream.
"i wonder if my dream will come true".

`chinese
wow. i got 83.5 for my chinese. for chinese, don't have written exam. only have project work. did the project with jie lun, eugene sng and kok chen. wow. first time chinese score A1 and such a high A1 in secondary schools. kempeteh~!

overall, wad i want to say is that although exams are over, the verdict is the one that will terrify us. lols..

next monday & tuesday - get results
next thursday - meet the parents' session (not sure if my parents going)
next friday - the report book day. (which most of us HATE or some may LIKE!)

to end this off, 'will i fail, will i do well, will i pass all subjects"
the result will be out soon and as usual, i will b!og about it...

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2006-05-17T13:45:00.000+08:00

seriously.. wad i can only say now for my physics is "hopeless"

some overall comments about today's paper

`physics - very very difficult ... i hate it!!
section a [30] : (estimate: 12 marks)
section b [40] : (estimate: 15 marks)
section c [20] : (estimate : 5 marks)
total : 32/90 ... lols? i will die if i get this mark!!

`e-math paper 1 - was rather easy
but not sure will make careless mistake anot...
average around 35 marks?

hais.. today another paper demoralised me again.. physics. that darn physics.. making me feel so sad over it.. now i am really scared for two subjects no. three... physics.. chemistry. and core geography!

Next paper (and the LAST !!) coming up :
Pure Geography Paper 1 and E Math Paper 2

i have more confidence in e math then in pure geography.. hais..

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2006-05-16T14:28:00.000+08:00

CHEMISTRY and BIOLOGY - they are OVER !!

Some overall comments about the paper today..

`chemistry - was very difficult. don't know if i will flunk anot..
section a - 20 marks [estimate 11 marks]
section b - 30 marks [estimate 18 marks]
section c - 30 marks [estimate 5 marks]
total : 34/80 ...
hais.. after this paper.. many people was proclaiming that the paper was difficult.. and that they would fail.. well i didnt deny.. but deep inside my heart... i knew that when the result come, they are the ones who will get a's and b's and they are the one who will be happy with the result... what about me? i am left stranded there. looking at my paper and controlling my tears. what can i do? now on to the biology paper..

`biology - it was kinda all right. i knew how to do most questions.
i reached home and check my BIOLOGY 10 YEAR SERIES and found out
many questions from there. well. well.
section a - 20 marks [estimate 12 marks]
section b - 40 marks [estimate 25 marks]
section c
*had three questions.. choose two
1. enzymes and temperature
2. malnutrition - leading to obesity, starvation ..
3. aerobic and anaerobic respiration and adaptations...

the funny thing was... i studied... no.. i memorised the chapter on AEROBIC and ANAEROBIC respiration.. yet i didn't attempt that question. well.. onto the estimation..
i chose (1) and (2).. (1) was divided into a. [6] and b. [4].. hmm.. maybe i''ll get 3 and 2 respectively? that makes a 5. and (2) was [10] .. i guess i'll get a 6...

total : 48/80 ... all right.. i could only say "expected".

*all my friends out there who are reading my blog. and those who know me since sec 1..
i know i am a bit that kinda "calculative" not in the sense of MONEY but marks.. that's me.. that's eugin. i still remember i and felicia lim (now also in 3e1).. used to sit together and calculate our marks and estimate our "enemies". lols. but now.. i realised something.. people now, when come to sec 3 says, "how many subjects did you pass?" or "pass OR fail? " ... not like sec 2.. "you get how many A1s arhs? " or "you get A1 or A2" ... they change.. people DO change.. hais..

Next Paper coming up...
PHYSICS and E MATHS PAPER 1...

`physics? will i fail? will i pass?

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2006-05-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

"late at night ... at 10.50, nearing to 11pm.. yet i am still not asleep."

i never used to be like this.. people used to call me the "early sleeper" or whatsnot. lately.. especially during the exam weeks. i am beginning to have the habit of studying last minute. burning the midnight oil till eleven and then wake up at five in the morning to read through. this is not the old me. this is not the old eugin.
i don't know if this is good or bad. lols..

i am studying biology now... hais.. from 7 pm till now. i only manage to go through 1 and half chapters. omg. how am i going to finish this by tommorrow? crap. freak. plus chemistry. haven even study. out of 5 tests ms lee gave. i only passed 1 and it was a 11/20. god. aniways.. gotta work harder in term 3. if not will never going to catch up.. for now. i guess. i just have to put down blogging. put down games and START STUDYING ...

can anybody tell me, "is it too late to start now?" ... perhaps~

NEXT PAPER on WEDNESDAY .. : E Maths Paper 1 and Physics ... :(
Physics ? wad is PHYSICS to me? a GIBERISH language ? a foreign LANGAUGE ?

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2006-05-15T14:48:00.000+08:00

add maths and literature (ch) done...
some overall comments about the paper..

`add maths - quite average. knew how to do most questions. only 3 - 4 questions don't know how to do.

`literature (ch) - not that confident. wrote 7 pages. (4 pieces of paper) .. wrote CRAP... lols.

more papers to go..
tomorrow.. CHEMISTRY and BIOLOGY !!

shit!! another two heavy subjects tomorrow..!! hais.. when can this stop?

yea.. today amanda told me that there is this NORTH ZONE DEBATE COMPETITION coming on..
long time never DEBATE already.. i miss DEBATE ... looking foward to IT !! !.. :)

hais.. study. study. study. got to go to STUDY. lols..

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2006-05-14T10:55:00.000+08:00

recently, i have realised something ...
i have becoming more and more slack. imagine 3 days of free days (vesak day + weekend). i am there slacking. using the computer. AND without touching any book... idiot. haiz. haiz. haiz. can anybody please wake me up from this dream of mine ? hais. many people give me encouragement in my tag board. but. why am i not helping myself? hais. i must learnt to pick myself up. i must fight the war with all my might. i must win the war. i must get into top 10 of the class. i must get good results. i must surprise my parents with my results. but. the thing is "CAN I DO IT ?" ... maybe ? maybe not.

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2006-05-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

here to blog again. i have been blogging really frequently these days. hais. monday - thursday goes the last few papers. i am really scared. seriously. i have done really terrible for my geog & social studies exam.. don't want to flunk all. although many people said that sec3 can flunk a little. for me. is CANNOT flunk at all. hais. monday is add maths & literature. add maths must practice. if not will flunk. as mdm padma says, " if you practice revision 1 - 5, there is no reason why should you fail add maths.." lols. lols.

by the way, added "don't phunk with my heart" in my blog!! hope my readers will enjoy it !!

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2006-05-11T17:51:00.000+08:00

hais.. hais... today is social studies & pure geography... wad a difficult paper... some overall comments..

`geography- didnt' know how to do several questions... they ask me for tropical storm and i gave
convectional rain.. idiotz.. i lost 6 ++ marks already.

`social studies - average. wrote CRAP for a question on northern ireland... they asked me for IMPACT..
i gave the BlOODY SUNDAY incident... lols:(
source based was ok. at least i knew how to ATTEMPT... lols..

overall.. i think i will flunk geography... sure derx lol
then social studies... see if teacher lenient norx.. if lenient then may pass.. if not.. hais

*got back my physics paper today - 9/20 ... wad a good fail grade... :(

i am seriously stressed up.. although today has only 2 papers.. already so freaking stress.. wad about next week. wad about the O's ?

now i can only sigh ... "Hais.. hais.. hais. hais. hais."

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2006-05-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

hais. tomorrow is the next paper... geography n social studies... :(
so many things to study... doesn't it seem so ironic when tomorrow is the exam and i haven't finish revising my topics for tommorrow's exam. lols. i am dead. seriously. gosh. hais. i am such a flunker... today got back a math, chemistry and pure geography ca marks.. hais.
chemistry - 11 out of 25 [failed]
add maths - 19 out of 30
geography - 15 out of 30..
yes.. although i passed for maths n geog.. i borderlined pass..

hais. i am really scared that i will get such HORRENDOUS results for mid year exam..
ohs. by the way. happy birthday gwend!! hehe.. back to the results, i am really scared.. i really did a bad BAD job for my ca.. can't afford to do badly for mid year...

hais. hais. hais. someone asked me this question today
"IS LIFE FAIR?" my answer was... PROBABLY :)

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2006-05-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

saw this quiz on scze we's blog then i decided to do it. seems interesting :)

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. Ok tag at least 5 ppl.. Ready? Start!

1. kok chen
2. danial
3. chong sian
4. scze we
5. ellis
6. felicia tan
7. shu xian
8. suxin
9. gladys (my cousin!)
10. suzanna
11. isaac
12. eugene sng
13. yiwen
14. jaclyn
15. kent
16. desmond ho
17. yong kian
18. julailah
19. jiaying
20. cressa

Ok, now for the questions:

1.How did you meet 14? `jaclyn
- during drama in sec 1...

2.What would you do if you had never met 1? `kok chen
- hmm.. probably i won't be so lame.. *joking*

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? `cressa & gladys
- my cousin don't even know cressa.. btw. they are normal gals...

4. Did u ever like 19? `jiaying
- ahem...

5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? `felicia tan & yong kian
- lols... i don't think so..

6.Describe 3. `chong sian
- good pal.. :) best friends forever!!

7.Do you think 8 is attractive? `suxin
- attractive? maybe... attracts bald man!! hehe.. just joking

8.Tell me something about 7. `shu xian
- errz.. don't know lehs?

9.Do you know any of 12's family? `eugene sng
- his bro? called... erwin?

10.What's 8's favourite? `suxin
- probably DRAMA & DEBATE

11.What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you? `julailah
- say "thank you" lol.. hehe.. must be polite!! :)

12.What language does 15 speak? `kent
- chinese & english... lols;

13.Who is 9 going out with? `gladys
- going out? when? ....

14.How old is 16 now? `desmond ho
- eh... shld be fourteen bahx.

15.When's the last time u talked to 13? `yiwen
- last friday..

16.What is 2's favourite band/singer? `danial
- eh, i think is himself.. because he is a vocalist.. :)

17.Would you ever date 4? `scze we
- er.. don't think so bahx.. friends only...

18.Would you ever date 7? `shu xian
- er.. don't think so bahx.. friends only...

19.Is 15 single? `kent
- er... yarx. but he dating someone!!

20.What is 10's last name? `suzanna
- teo wei shan suzanna

21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11? `isaac
- yew.. i am not a GAY ... :X

22.What school does 3 go to? `chong sian
- bowen secondary school lol.

23.Where does 6 live? `felicia tan
- think is balestier...

24.What's your favourite thing about 5? `ellis
- she arhs? lols.. no favourite thing.. she always very sleepy :)

25.Have u seen number 1 naked? `kok chen
- no lar..

Now to tag 5 people:
(i) kok chen
(ii) danial
(iii) chong sian
(iv) scze we
(iiv) ellis

taken from
- scze we's blog ; unexpected-promise.blogspot.com
- jie cai's blog ; darkness-light.blogspot.com

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2006-05-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

`this will be a short post...
"exams" - the word that i detest now.. this thursday goes the next paper
`geography paper 2 n social studies ... i hate it... so many things to study...
hais ... gotta go and fight the war already... gotta go and study ...

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2006-05-07T10:31:00.000+08:00

i haven even started revision... shit!! this thursday is the first "studyable" subject - geography and social studies. haven even touch that freaking books. i am gonna flunk. i am gonna fail... hais. although in my previous post, i said i cannot be stressed but ... what can i do? stress virus is coming towards me. not leaving me any space to breathe. i can only do my best to beat down stress. perhaps. i donno? i realised a "disease" that is rather popular to teenagers thesedays. this is the description...

disease name : examFEVER (commonly known as examSTRESS)
target group : teenagers aged 13 and above^^ (sec students)
symptoms : unable to concentrate studying, feeling moody and stressful, feeling unable to revise. headache.
cure? : talk to your friends and relax in sports.
when will it end? : probably after the exams. but don't let it get u down...

+[o5.o5.o6]+

2006-05-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

the mid year fever has arrived today. at approximately 8.00 am - when i was having my english paper. seriously i am BREAKING DOWN soon. i am so freaking STRESSED UP. i hate it. i seriously hate it. i edited this post on +[o6.o5.2oo6]+. i realised something. i realised that life is a gift to us by god. how can we be so careless with it? so. i should appreciate life. :) the motto goes. "live life to the FULLEST." - i must be happy. i must relax. i must not be STRESS!!

+[o1.o5.2oo6]+

2006-05-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

firstly, happy labour day... a brand new start in the month.

i donno wad's life going to be like for the next 4 weeks. die. mid year exam is coming. this friday 5th may. i hate exams. now listening to "wu ding" by jay chou and landy. it is so saddening to see people excelling in exams. and me. getting poor results day by day. hais. i have no choice but to force myself in the stupid freakig "exam mood". study, study and to STUDY. shit siah. i am now starting on core geog because this is the first subject that requires studying one. next is social studies. geography got 5 chapters siah.weather & climate, climatic disasters(floods, cyclones, tropical storms), climatic zones combined with natural vegetation and plate tectonics. quite alot of indepth studies. hais. hais. hais. why is life so stressful in modern centuries? people used to compare now and last time say last time don't have air con, laptop, computer... (the list goes on) but last time have algebra mehs? have trigonometry, cos sin tan mehs? hais. gotta go back to my BOOKS and study them. hais. i hate life.

+[3o.o4.2oo6]+

2006-04-30T14:09:00.000+08:00

hais. today is the last day of april''o6. mid year exams coming lerr. i haven't even started revision. shit lahs. yay. i gonna have a new computer. just bought today. :) aniwaes. just wanna show this picture. so yummy ;)

a mint chocolate chip ice cream. :) so yummy. great for a hot day....

so slacky these few months. got back add maths result liaos. got 12/40. failed! expected. i really think that a maths quite hard lol. did a physics and biology test. physics still alright, shld be confirm - 6 marks gone liao. so left 14/20. hopefully can pass. biology test still ok. can score bahx. hopefully. hahs. got school laptop for 3 days. heehs. hais. all ccas step down liao. gonna miss drama and debate like hell. busy editing my blog these few days. never even touch my textbooks. hais. hais. hais.

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2006-04-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

april is ending while may is coming. i hate may. because may is the "exam month" and especially when u get ur results in late may. omg. 6 more days to mid year exam - English Language Paper 1 & 2. wa. english the most important subject siah. if fail then no need take other exams already, sure fail F9. the following are my rough marks for mid year exam.
english language - c5 - c6 (hopefully, can pass)
add maths - c5 bahx (i am a average add math-er)
e maths - b3 - b4 bahx (i am not bad in normal maths mahs)
physics - d7 bahx (don't even understand what teacher is talking)
biology - c5 (still can understand)
chemistry - c5 (still can understand + got notes, so can mug)
combined humanities (ss + lit) - d7 for ss (mrs tan mark so strict, doubt can pass) b4 for lit (overall - c5)
pure geography - c5 (hopefully)
mother tongue - a2 - b3 (just a rough mark b'cause getting the mark for mid year's project work on 2 May)

overall grade/percentage - c5 (hopefully, can do better)
L1R5 - 21

i may seem to be rather kiasu but hopefully, i can do better lahs. because i really scared that i might get such grade then i be very sad. so why not console myself with such horrible results first. then if i get like this, at least can tell myself "expected". i did extremely BAD for my ca liao. and then some subject don't even understand. wa. siah lah. never expected this is 3e1. making myself so stressed up. need to cope with like 9 - 10 subjects. hais. well. got to go.

+[27.o4.2oo6]+

2006-04-27T13:23:00.000+08:00

i am now using laptop to blog again. i needed the computer to do my debate portfolio for the debate excellence programme. my gum bled the whole night yesterday. today went to the dental. finally stop bleeding. hahs. saw amanda foo just now. i was like telling her that i haven't do my arguments then she was like, er. hahs. hais. now listening to the song "don't phunk with my heart". rather old already. hahs. the song fashion just keep updating. :) well. gotta go. but will blog later in the day. hahs.

+[22.o4.2oo6]+

2006-04-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

woo hoo. yesterday was the HAPPIEST day of my life. i went to cross country and after that, went home and changed for the evening at SRJC. it was the 'B' and 'C' Divisions GRAND FINALS and at the same time, they are going to announce the rankings/placings of the TOP 20 INDIVIDUAL SPEAKER for both divisions. when Mark Gabriels announced the 20th up to the 6th, i was so happy that my name is not there because i am in the TOP 5. then it limited to the last 5 names. my fate lies here. i was so nervous. hoping my name to come to the last. i shook and literally, i shook not of fear but nervousity (if there is such word). 5th place is from someother schools. The 5th - 3rd position was taken up by other speakers. and now this moment came, i was with this "st patrick's guy", it was either i got 1st of he got 1st. the moment came, 2nd of the individual speaker goes to..... "from .... St Patrick's School". we screamed. i was the top, the top of the "C" Division, then Mark Gabriel said and the "Best Overall Individual Speaker of the Singapore Secondary Schools Debating Championships goes to ... from Bowen Secondary School, Wee Yong Choon Eugin. " My happiest moment !!!!! :) I went up and got the prize from Mrs Julia Gabriels. then the "C" Division winner was Queenstown Secondary School and the "B" Division winner was the Temasek Academy !! And then we went to Kovan for dinner cum supper at Macdolnalds. We ate "Double Fillet o Fish" Yummy. got to go already.

2006-04-21T15:36:00.000+08:00

this is meant to be a solemn post
friendship? through minutes things, i have already learnt the significance of friendship. i just heard from my friend that her friend [let's call him Eddie] is in coma and i didn't really thought much because it was her friend and not mine. then she told me to view Eddie's blog. after that, i told her that i was so TOUCHED by the messages that Eddie's classmates left behind in the tagboard. seriously, very touching posts. and encouraging too.

back to friendship. i am very grateful that i have a great deal of friends behind me and they are good and true friends of mine. and through this chance when i am healthy and able to type, let me thank all of them.

Kok Chen :
We have been together in the same class for 3 years and ongoing, 4 years.
These few years with him as a friend has never let me regretted. He is a very nice chap and always call himself "shuai ge" but ... Well, I seriously thank him for these years. Thank You, Kok Chen !!

Danial Affan & Chong Sian :
They have been my fellow friend for 2 years and although this year, we are in seperate class, we still keep in contact and yet are still good friends. Thank You Guys !!

My Fellow Debater Friends. Suxin, Isaac, Amanda, Jonathan :
Through the JG times, we have bonded alot and we are very very very good teammates and they brought me to a higher level of debater and I really want to thank them for being such a good teammates and friends !!!!!!!!!

and there are many more to thank...
"Not all best friends have to be mentioned, some are more valuable if they are kept within the heart."

Hope this post of mine can evoke the friendship in your mind and forever treasure your friends. !!!

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2006-04-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

countdown : 14 more days to mid year exams
woo, went for cross country just now and then followed cs and danial go compass point eat and walk for a while. now blogging at home. nothing to do and then so bored!! hais. i am getting a silly headache now. real headache. arh. very fast. 2 more weeks to el mid year. i wonder, when can time just stop for a while and let humans rest. everyday, there is something to do. why can't the time just pauses for 2 or 3 mins. for everyone to take a breath, for everyone to rest. well. i am just too tired. don't know why. mid year is coming and i am too traumatised by the fact. haven't even start any of my revision. surely cannot cope one. last minute then "chiong". hais. got to end here.

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2006-04-19T18:29:00.001+08:00

Days to mid year exam : 16 more days.
yea!! i am so excited bout' friday. getting the jg prizes at srjc. congrats to bukit view who are in the GRAND finals. woo hoo. go all the way. we will support you!! hahas. jonathan is crazy about the 'BEST FLOOR SPEAKER' prize. hahas. tomorrow got drama. getting some certificates or wad. don know lehs. these few days go home "quite" early. 4 pm. 5 pm plus. as compared to other times like jg times, and drama performance time. go home at like 8 pm. wa. so late. hahas. eh. my this post very short. finally. oh by the way, i got a new hp. Samsung D 820. quite "cool" hahas. very tired already. got to end here. bye.

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2006-04-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

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2006-04-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

countdown : 19 more days to mid year exams...
yesterday was performance date. so nervous. haha. anyway, time flies and now my drama performance is over. one big big BIG burden away from my shoulder. more time to concentrate on 1. inter - class debate 2. mid year examinations. time flies and indeed it flies. mid year examination is 19 more days away. approximately 2 weeks 5 days. 1st paper is English Language. so fast lahs. haven't even touched my books to do revision and what ? exam is coming. lols. hmm.. inter - class debate. currently, just a brief summary. that 2e4, 2e1, 2A3, 2t1, and 2 more class to make it to the SEMI - FINALS. congratulate guys.

[Public Performance]
I was the emcee for yesterday's performance. was quite a "success". i think so. did 2 shows - 2 pm and 7 pm. 2 pm batch was "MORE" sporty. i mean they clapped and cheereed louder for the performance but 7 pm was with more VIPs so maybe they were scared ?? well. eugene sng and his gang were right in front of the stage. so nervous. i and jaclyn were like "SHIT". then the whole thing ended at around 9 pm. my dad came and picked me up. had sotong mee for supper. what a "EVENTFUL" day...

i love the day. hope that yesterday will never end. will never forget this moment. :)

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2006-04-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

1 more day; 24 more hours; 1440 minutes and 86400 more seconds to the PUBLIC PERFORMANCE. time flies past so quickly. and 22 more days to mid year exams. anyway, i am rather nervous about tomorrow' performance. rather scared. because gayethri said that i and jacklyn do not have that "chemistry." maybe. perhaps. yesterday was a tired day. almost fell asleep in the bus but asked myself not to then reach home and fell asleep. today, they are having BBQ in East Coast Park. was very upset that i couldn't go and my friends were asking me to go but how? do i have a choice. today will be a fast day. really. approximately now is 12.02 pm on my computer's clock and soon it will be tomorrow's 12.02 pm. time flies; be it 1 hour, 12 hour or even 120 hours. scared; nervous; excited; .. are all the words to describe my feelings. hais... life.

+[o8.o4.2oo6]+

2006-04-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

yoz, i am here to b!og again. anyways, i got lots of things to say in today's blog.
before i say anything, i want to wish my blog a 25th aniversary, not that it had been 25 years old or even 25 days[but my blog is older than that] but this, this current post is my 25th post. woo hoo. lame. to continue, i had drama today at school. i went to school at 8.3o then basically i did not do anything. loitered around for awhile then went to sweet talk to buy bubble tea. i had like grape red tea and i can prove that it is by "real grapes" because the seed is still in the drink. wahaha. anyway, then i went to cabada lounge, slack and slack. wait untill ms suan come and then rehearse, it was then about like 3 plus. then me, jacklyn, sophia went to hougang points macs, and jacklyn lost her contact lenses [1 eye's lens] and we busy finding it. and then suddenly, it was in her BAG. gosh. but anyway then i went home. =) it was a "tired day" ms suan gave us beef FANtastic but it was not fantastic at all. disgusting. made me almost like puke. *vomits*. it was the beef that make me puke. ews. i don't know jonathan still angry with us anot. he did not go online, he did not reply my sms. hais, is he still angry with us or is he still sad over his loss. hais. what's over has already past. so why ponder or cry over spilt milk. hais.

+[o7.o4.2oo6]+

2006-04-07T19:58:00.000+08:00

here i am blogging away. now more refreshed. just slept for like an hour. lols. anyways, just had one round of sec 3 [finally] inter - class debate. sec 3e3 vs 3e4. 3e3 with my julia gabriels pal - Jonathan, and 3e4 with my drama best pal - lim jiaying. and the result came that 3e4 won. i was like. wow. and dolly was the best speaker. hmm. wad a good debate. jonathan kinda get angry when isaac was talking to them. and they kinda were like SHOUTING at each other. anyway, at the end, me, suxin, isaac, and ziwei went to hougang point macs and then crap away lars. u know the usual laughterz and here and there. hais, tommorow still got drama. i am really so tired, everyday, i slept at 9 plus. really really tired. don't know why. hais, and exams are coming soon, very very very very near, like 3 more weeks to mid year exams. and i have like 10 papers, it is like wad the .. wa, being in 3e1 is really stressing, but it is like very surprising that it is not the stressing that tires me out, but DRAMA and DEBATE. and i cannot tolerate that jaclyn, keep on contradicting me. When i say i wanna go drama, she will ask me, beg me to do debate. When I am in debate, she will ask me to go do drama. i am really pissed off with her. just log in to msn and begin asking questions like siao. argh, my brain cannot take so much of her rubbish. ok. it might seem like insulting but i am not. just wanna ask her not to stress me out. always contradict me and asking me questions when i am so like STRESSED already. argh.

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2006-04-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

woo hoo. i am here to b!og. today was so tiring. reach home at like 8. mr chua send me and jaclyn home. we are going to do the emceeing for the public performance. and now i know what am i acting as. a leprecaun. (pronounce as lepricorn) hahas. aniwaes, today was wanru and eugene sng's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! today marks the start of the inter - class debate, sec 2e3 vs 2e4. the one who won was like 2e4. there was some confusion during the debate. amanda which was from 2e4 said that she did the proposition side of the debate and so did 2e3. so there was this BIG confusion. but we manage to resolve it through some creative thinking juices. we gave 2e4 and 2e3, 30 mins to set up a "new" case and re-debate again. everything went "well" and then syafiq from 2e4 was the BEST SPEAKER. congrats!! was very surprised, indeed very very very surprised that a.f (aka ah fart) not the best speaker. she got slightly lower (34.5/50) but then syafiq got like (36/50). wa. such a long long long blog. very tired already and need to type DRAMA and DEBATE script... hais tired, tired, real tired. argh, the FATIGUE disease is coming back again!!! i hate this...

+[o1.o4.2oo6]+

2006-04-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

firstly, [April's Fool Day]

Hmm.. I have not blog since 2 weeks and that's not what i will usually do. Because i am too busy with drama and debate and my studies that i don't even have the time to come to the computer to blog. even if i have the time, i would either 1. go mapling 2.do school work or both. so i don't have the time to b!og.

+[Debate stuff]+

Aniwaes, Bowen Secondary School Inter - Class Debate is going to commence next THURSDAY. and preparations are very rush. imagine or visualise that you have to PLAN the whole event in like 2 days. and this lead to frustrations here and there. and i had a quarrel with my fellow debator friend, Jonathan. We slammed the door and shouted outside the Drama Room and then using SMSES to prove our side. And then finally, it all calmed down like the tsunami waves calming down. I am not very 100 % sure that has he forgiven me anot, but i just hope everything could be forgotten.

+[Drama stuff]+

I just gotten the role to pair up with Jaclyn to do the opening, ending and the intervals between. Jaclyn was supposed to be Mother Earth and me is err.. something lec***. i really forgot the pronounciation and the spelling. it was really tedious. had to meet up today despite it was a 1. SATURDAY 2. APRIL's FOOL DAY. we stayed up till 3 plus and then went to hougang point KFC and went to chit - chat about crushes, blah blah blah and so on and so forth. gosh. was so damn tired lah. went home then sleep for 1 hour. lol. and then woke up just in time to use the computer. hahs. seems perfect arhs. =X.

To conclude, [like writing essay. lol. hahs] everything seems to fall in the mood of tiredness. argh. really tired out. as what we've discussed in drama, i hoped for winter to come, a season where people can rest, where animals hibernate, to rejuvenate for the new cycle again.

"Winter is the season for rejuvenation." Anonymous

thanks fellow debators!

2006-03-25T10:03:00.000+08:00

as i wrote this, i am filled with lots of feelings. sad and touched. i mean. i know we are all sad after all losing the julia gabriels debate and most of us cried because our coach reprimanded us for not doing our best. but we know in our heart, that in whatever debate rounds, we have PUT in our VERY BEST. there is no round in which we are slacking. imagine 1 week with everyday staying up to 7 plus just for the sake of winning, just for the sake of getting into the finals, just for the sake of getting a name for ourselves and getting reprimanded by our parents for not concentrating on our studies.

anyways, i would like to say a BIG thank you to whoever have help me. and as follow is a personal THANK YOU message to all debators and coaches and teachers.

Firstly, the youngest junior, : Amanda Foo
Amanda, I really enjoyed working with you. and now you don't regret being pulled in by Isaac and Suxin right. As everyone says, you have the POTENTIAL within yourselves. Work hard and you definetly can do it !! And you are also a very good speaker. You are JUST secondary two. there is a long way you can go. 2 more years, in BOWEN and make a good name for BOWEN.
good luck AMANDA, great JOB !!

Secondly, my fellow friend, : Johnathan
Johnatan, I know you felt sad when you know we did not get into semi - finals but that's ok. after all, we have come so far, and we are just a first timer in this competition. we still have 1 year in BOWEN and we definetly have next year to strive for. so Johnatan, you can do it. a fellow third speaker who can be too "hyper - active" in debates. =) good job. rock on.

Thirdly, my fellow senior, which sometimes can speak nonsensical stuff in impromptu debates, especially, : Isaac Tan
Hmm, Isaac, firstly, thanks for what you have written in your blog. i feel so touched. =) and secondly, really a BIG thank you for your nodding during debates that ALWAYS keep me going. and thirdly, thank you for also giving me feedback comments, on my articulation and pronounciation.
in all, rock on as a senior!! and a BIG THANK YOU

Lastly, my fellow senior too, which was rumuored to have a scandal, but do not have (don't know lei, maybe have =P) : Lim Suxin Suxin is my fellow DEBATE senior and DRAMA senior. So, it is really saddening for her to graduate this year. because i will MISS her in DRAMA and DEBATE.
In all, I am very glad working with her. With her around, you can never stop hearing laughter, be it evil or kind. she is always the one bringing laughter to the group and it was fun with her around so SU XIN, rawk on for whatever you have done. and THANK YOU !!!! THANK YOU !!

Not forgetting, my fellow coach in NS, : Alvin
Alvin, thank you for making our team "LAME". a really big thank you for teaching us how to debate properly, what is a proper base line argument, how can the white gorilla be dangerous!!, and lots others.
we will definetly miss you like nobody's business but who cares. Hope your NS will finish soon, and come back to coach us again. great luck in your NS.

And Aqilah,
thank you for whatever you have done throughout the past 1 week.

To conclude all, i really never ever regretted staying up so late every day to do debate, because in all, what have I learnt is not just how to debate but general knowledge and most of all, we as a TEAM we bonded. not just any convalent bonds or ionic bonds (lols) but STRONG, SOLID BONDS, that no one can ever break it.

What have I learnt is also my strenghts and weaknesses and my team mates' strength and weaknesses. we learnt about "lame jokes" and we had nick names for each other,

Amanda Foo = Piglet or Spare Ribs
Johnathan = Tin - Man or "Bai Zhan Ji"*(in Chinese, this is called White Boiled Chicken)
Eugin (Me) = Mashimaro or Winnie the Pooh or Roasted Pig (S)
Suxin = Bobo or Vegetable
Isaac Tan = Eeyore or Roasted Pig also but (XXL)

i really love you guys and what i have to say is
BOWEN DEBATE TEAM 2006 ROCKS MY LIFE !!!!

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2006-03-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i got a laptop from my school. yeaz, i brought it home. cool. now in my sleeping room, with my laptop on my mattress. hmm... coolz. that's one of the benefits of being a debator. =) another benefit is you get to eat FAST FOOD almost every friday. i mean alternate fridays when we have debate rounds. pizzas, macdolnalds. argh sick of it. i mean isaac the freako just brought home a laptop also. now watching "twinkle spark spark" yea. direct "translation" hahas. =) anyways, my bag just tore. =( omg. what bag am i suppose to bring tomorrow. *confused* haha. just had our case done. i better stop telling bout what our case is. because who knows some fuhua spies might come and read my blog, trying to freak me out. hahas. nah. i am not going to be freaked out. =) fuhua versus bowen. hope i can win fuhua and go on to beat at least zhonghua or bukit view sec. well. it is a win-win situation. if it is bukit view, then good because we are back to previous opponent!! if it is zhonghua, it is my friend's school (felicia heng). yupx. so i quite EXCITED !!! anyway, might blog later =)

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2006-03-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

i am now in the Cheng San library. doing some research for my debate stuff. well. =) i am feeling so tired now. -.-'''' well. now listening to some library ANNOUNCEMENT. this computer so lag. argh. laggy. SUPER LAGGY. hahas. something going through my mind now. DORM. i watched it. not bad. QUITE scary. 3 and half stars for the m0vie. it talks about a guy called Chartlee. he was studying in a school (6th grade) and his father asked him to move to another school with "better standard" studying 7th grade. he felt so reluctant to move to that school because he had 2 good friends, no ... 2 BEST friends in that school so ... when he moved to that school, he heard about several GHOST tales about that school. then he met a FRIEND who was EXTREMELY friendly to HIM. and then it found out that "HE" who claimed to be Chartlee's friend was a .... GHOST. he died when he was drowning in the pool. well. i know it doesn't seem SCARY after all but GO and have a look. the storyline is good. nice. but SCARYness is like 2 out of 5 stars. only sound effects. anyway. got to go. bye*

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2006-03-16T09:04:00.000+08:00

here i am at home. blogging away. before i go out. worried about my sec 2s who are busy with the production "The Stage is YOURS". well. i received the motion yesterday. versus fu hua secondary. the motion goes "...." i cannot say out the motion. -.-''' well. we did an impromptu debate. motion given by issac. but to me. that motion was crappy. REAL CRAPPY. "This house belives that the legalisation of euthanasia is a necessary evil". i was on the opposition side and we intepreted the motion as "the motion must fall because legalisation of euthanasia is a neceesary act however not evil in nature." is that even wrong !!! well. fufu spies might come to my blog and see here see there. so can't reveal too much. by the way. last time for the bukit view's round. we spied on one of the speakers blog. but that wasn't too much right. hahas. got to end here. =)

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2006-03-12T13:43:00.000+08:00

woo hoo. we won the friday debate. MY happiest moment of my life is when MARK GABRIEL said "1st in place of C' Division "BOWEN SECONDARY SCHOOL". wow. extremely elated. =) piglet was THE best speaker of that debate. bukit view secondary was not bad too =) next week is march holidays. finally a week of break. =) no need wake up so early =) gotta end here.

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2006-03-10T14:03:00.007+08:00

I am really fed up with my results. got 19th in class and 48th in level. poor results. never expected it. well. i am here in the english homeroom with isaac tan whistling away. he is such a lamer. i got c6 for most subjects. yucks. hate secondary 3 life. hate sec 3e1. i just read amanda's blog. and whoever reads my blog. let me clear the air for amanda. i mean it is not amanda's fault. i read her blog. and know what is happening. guyz. do not blame her for using such "crude" words to describe you all. but you all must learnt SELF RESPONSIBILITY. try being in my shoes. where there is only 3 weeks left to rehearse and each session last lest then 1 hour. learn to BE QUICK. being a drama actor. learn to be SERIOUS at some times. do not laugh all way long.

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2006-03-02T20:19:00.002+08:00

hais. one week has past and tomorrow. we are getting the MOTION. really scared. nervous. today we had an impromptu debate. cool. it was on AIDS. well. we were matured enough. hey people. MATURE THINKING. woo hoo. finally exams over. i mean common test. but i treat them as exams. feel like flunking them all. take today's mother tongue. the paper was so hard. argh. i did not do question worth 8 marks. out of 70. cool huhs. i never ever did that before. i don't know why. perhaps i am just STRESSSED out. thinking why is there thriple s ? because i am stressed out too frequent. hahas. well. i have to go. but hope i can b!og again.

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2006-03-02T20:19:00.001+08:00

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2006-03-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

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2006-02-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

woo hoo. last day of february. hais. but i still got 3 more papers. in fact 5 more papers to go. e - maths [2 paper]. biology. add maths. mother tongue. hais. so many papers. i am in the EXAM FEVER. well. MOST people are in the EXAM FEVER. i did chem paper today. well. overall it was ok. all right. but i need to at least score a 30 and above [out of 35] to balance out my previous tests. i beginning to have faith in biology. because that is the only subject i can get at least a A or something. hais. i played maple all day long. but. am I neglecting my studies. i not sure. well. it is so frustrating. tests. tests. EXAMS. EXAMS. i hate this. really.

+[27.o2.2oo6]+

2006-02-27T18:00:00.001+08:00

what is this world coming to man. i am just trying to blog and yet. my computer is being disconnected. perhaps it is just all fate. fate that i can't blog. well. the "main essence" of my blog was to say that i did extremely bad for my chemistry test. recent class test. i bet i never did so badly ever before. well. 7 + 1 mark out of 25. can you believe it. most of my classmates do not. i do not know why. they think i am a what. genius. prodigy. crap people. but luckily i did quite okay for my worksheet. projects and so on. well. perhaps i am going to flunk physics. but i hope not. please. i am confident in biology. maybe. hahas. well. it is getting late. so perhaps. it is time for me to end here. hope i can do extremely well in chemistry common test.

[god bless me]

+[27.o2.2oo6]+

2006-02-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

+[25.o2.2oo6]+

2006-02-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

woo hoo. we won yesterday for the debate. cool right. i was the best speaker !! yipee !! we, the bobos won the yuyus. cool right. aniwaes. i just wanna blog about yesterday's sucess. cool. yeaps. aniwae. this post is meant to be short and sweet to "pac a punch" on the readers. hahas !! i am still into the mood of the debate. hahas. aniwaes. got to go. ending off.

+[23.o2.2oo6]+ 5

2006-02-23T14:02:00.000+08:00

this is my 5th blog and now i am going to defend my case. mr jonathan the tin man critisize untill me like siao. so now is REVENGE time. AN EYE FOR AN EYE. A TOOTH FOR A TOOTH. Well. perhaps he is just have "red eyes" that I have this opportunity. Indeed i am cute. I am confident of myself being cute so why not ? cute = adorable and UGLY. what kind of definition is that. only those with limitations in level of general knowledge would said that. while I like to clarify that I did NOT specify who is that IDIOT with LIMITIATIONS IN LEVEL OF GENERAL KNOWLEDGE. well. perhaps. he is just not truthful and having the "red eyes" that I am CUTE !! and this is the fact !!!
well. i gonna end here. if that tin man is going to blogged me again. then perhaps the 6th blog is coming the way !!

+[23.o2.2oo6]+ IV

2006-02-23T12:50:00.000+08:00

Wow. amazing huhs. this is my 4th blog for today. cool huhs. well. now hearing this song by JJ Lin also "Liu Xing Zhu Jiao". nice lehs. Lin Jun Jie is a good singer though. hahas. well. Jonathan is now blogging also. so perhaps. should I critisize him. argh. that just so LAME !!! and hahas. jonathan's laptop just got dc [disconnected]. hahas. and now he blame me. argh. blame blame lohs. perhaps people would ask me AM I NERVOUS for tomorrow's debate. erm. partially yes. partially no. why yes ? it is because humans are humans. no one would NOT be nervous for any major competition or performance as a amateur or teenage. why no ? i CANNOT be nervous. once i am nervous. it would get cold feet and then not perform well. so i try to say JOKES to myself or other debators to calm myself down. cool right ? yea. hahas. now jonathan retyping his blog. wonder his blog is about what. surely about me lahs, he so self-centered and not magnanimous like me. just joking. and he is so lame. he plays the same song over and over again.
well. i tried to upload this picture on LAME but cannot. never mind. what should i blog on ? perhaps i would b!og again later. bb.

+[23.o2.2oo6]+ III

2006-02-23T12:24:00.000+08:00

Here am I, blogging again. Well firstly, let me tell you what is my purpose of blogging.
+[1]+ it is because to waste time. [now is 12.26] and I need to blog because my lesson ends at 2 plus.
+[2]+ secondly, it is to fill up my blog. my blog is new - borned. so it needs "tonic".

yeah. that's the reason. why ? and WHAT !! we are having this debate mini exhibition at the EL Homeroom, done by the crappy cranky crazy BOY - JONATHAN ANG. well. do i care. NO !! hahas. i seem uncared about whatever that happens around me in the crappy sense. why waste my time to bother such stuff. L.A.M.E !! and the current motion we are doing "THWP - This house would prevent the media from reporting on the private lives of politicians has a difficulty in proposing it. Why ? [sorry this part is censored not because it has some vulgarities or pornography BUT it concerns something else]. Anyway, I can't touch much because later some Yuyu spies would come and read my blog and take my team's info away so. Err. so i can't touch much. hahs. well. i miss my kota friends. julailah, shikin they all. arghs. wonder how are they doing there ? now having fun or doing cheers or dong something else ? huhs . Jonathan is CRAZY !! that's my ending line so I've got to end here. Bye Bye ..

+[23.o2.2oo6]+ II

2006-02-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

argh. i wan to buy the "Cao Cao" CD by JJ Lin. The song damn nice lol. and Jonathan eating the chicken beside me (p.s. he wasted 2 bucks on dropped chicken) lame right. anyway. issac and suxin still in classroom, studying while me and Jonathan slack whole day and by the way, Jonathan finished his chicken. Hmm.. smells good though.
hahas. anyways. I grade the Cao Cao CD 4 out of 5 stars. in which I do not usually do that. well. I am here in the homeroom doing nothing, just blogging and blogging. arghs. that's the most easiest way to spend the 7 hours in school, tired and boring. well. next week got common test. argh. 3 pure sciences and 2 maths. well, my humanities are over so it is still ok. ms suan was damn freaking angry about our class when we booed ms ida lim. well it was not me either so why blame me ? hais now it is only 11.48 am according to the laptop's time. still got few more hours to go. jonathan is back. wait ! jonathan went to breathe fresh air lame. never minds. by the way. i really wish to play MapleSEA now. NOT FAIR !! My brother usually gets few hours to play while I ? not even an hour. argh !! never minds. anyways. my parents always say "Rang ni de di di, da hai xiao" (in chinese) and translated is that let your brother, he is still young. WHAT CRAP !! still young. HELLO !!!! is he still THAT young ? huhs ? well. Primary 6 going on Secondary 1 ? Young ? Well, perhaps LIFE is that UNFAIR !!! I got lots more to write on so i will blog again soon in around 5 minutes time. got to end here. signing off !!!!!

+[23.o2.2oo6]+

2006-02-23T09:16:00.000+08:00

heya. i am at the english homeroom again. yeahs. can skip that project on LEADERS and whatsnot. stupid Johnatan never tell me that don't need do project. well. i am a magnanimous person. i shall forgive him. yeah. tommorow is the Debate Day !! Wow. and i know that there are tough competition for the BEST SPEAKER award. well. i am not into getting that award !! yeah. tomorow can eat supper !! as what johnatan had said. DON'T TELL ME is that prata shop again. i don't mind actually. hahas. tomorrow's round against YUYING SEC and we are the BOBOs. don't ask me what is BOBOs because it is a highly confidential secret AND joke between the BOWEN DEBATORS. yeah !! anyway, we, the BOBOs will win the YUYUs ok ? yeahs !! got to end here. perhaps create another post later in a few minutes time ... hahas*

+[22.o2.2oo6]+ II

2006-02-22T17:57:00.000+08:00

guess what i am doing now. suxin is talking crap. real crap. REAL CRAP !! well. it is just lame. hahas. i am now in the english homeroom. doing some research on my debate stuff. finally found time to blog. cool huhs. then ISSAC playing some STUPID videos !!!! well. i am tired and suffering from fatigue. soon perhaps. cool. yea. what can i actually blog about huhs ? well. my grandfather is out today. YEAH !!! finally. hope he is well and ok. yeah !!

+[about drama]+
i am not one of the main casts in drama performance. and YEAH !! AMANDA FOO LI MIN is just beside me trying to SHOW OFF to me that she is THE SILLY LITTLE GIRL. well. DO I CARE ? nope.
hais.

+[about interact club]+
should i quit ? shoud I ? i am in a dilema. should i quit ? err. perhaps no. perhaps YES !!! well. it is just so sickening. i have to balance my time between DRAMA, DEBATE and INTERACT CLUB. how ?? perhaps. i should quit. and give my position to Kannan ?

+[about kota camp]+
kota camp ? did i made the right choice in not going ? huhs ? perhaps no. well. my friends all went. should i go ? hahas. it's all over anyway. so .. what's there more to ponder on ? hahas

... to conclude all
i have nothing to say .. actually ...

+[22.o2.2oo6]+

2006-02-22T12:06:00.000+08:00

today was boring. utterly boring. with yiwen and jennifer doing some funny projects. ews* yiwen was crappy. real crappy. laughs* we teased her like siao* about her and eugene sng. hahas. well. we went to crap around. hahas.
wonder how the my friends are in the camp hahas. got to end. bb

+[2o.o2.2oo6]+

2006-02-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

it was lame today. practically lame. was peaced off by some people who slapped me *ouch* on my face, and said sorry after that. was that essential. can i give you a tight slap and say sorry after that. no !! ridiculous. after that. luckily i still maintained my cool and calm posture. then we had social studies test at the end of the lesson. well. wasnt' too hard. neither was it too easy. *laughs* it was on the common market. well. better don't say it. otherwise i would be stressed out again. argh. today was so tired. but i went on mapling *laughs* anyway. got to go to research on my debate stuff.